I’m sitting here watching John lackadaisically watching tv. I love moments like this, they are rare. I love times when he and I are alone. He leaves soon, so I try to absorb these memories. I will think about them when I’m sad. It’s like saving up for a rainy day, because I know that one day I’ll need to go into my memory bank and get a memory. It makes his deployments less emotionally strenuous. When I cope him being away like that, it makes life easier. That way I’m not stressing myself emotionally and spiritually. It makes no sence to behave in that way. The vibrations that I give off and receive from the earth should be positive, not negative. How can anyone ascend if they are constantly bound with negative spirituality? It cant happen, because you have to be unbound to your lower self in order to ascend. Our Creator doesn’t wish for people to be bound witH negativity.
That’s why I’m troubled today. A friend of mine is incrediebly sad today, because her husband will be deploying. I understand the intial sadness, but she’s begining to fall into dispair. A lot of my friends are dating or are married to men in the military and they are constantly upset. Personally, I don’t see what the big fuss is. Yes, he’s gone and you spend time away from him, but that doesn’t mean that you should be overtaken by negativity so often. Perhaps a hobby or something else to occupy the mind is in order. I’m not saying I don’t get upset, but you have to charge it to the game. You’re in a relationship with a man that happens to be in the military, charge it to the game. You can rise to the challenge and ascend into a higher self-awareness or you can stay occupied with your lower self. Life is energy, fill your world with positive vibrations and thoughts. What’s the point of swimming in a lake of negative thoughts? I’m sick of my friends behaving that way. I have discovered that if I swim in guilty and misery, I drown in negativityWho want’s that? Why not take a deep breath and float to the surface and fly? We are all ment to soar, so why drown? .
Just a thought.
